is this it?

That one phone call.
That's all it took.
To bring all the work I've done in the past nine months crashing down.
I feel like running back home to the people I know wouldn't have even thought about doing that to me.
But I have reason to stay and not run away.
I'm not running when life gets hard anymore.
I'm going to stand up for myself, keep my head high and carry on with it.
Nothing will knock me down.
I have my mum and mark,
I have my boyfriend,
I have my work,
I have a few friends left here.
Am I sorry for what I've done?
Yes.
Do I regret it?
Yes, but partly no.
This is because it's given me a chance to see who I can really trust and who I clearly do much better without.
I hope they realise I will never look at them in the same light again.
They can get off my pedestal.

I have everything and everyone I need and your not on that list.