you are my missing puzzle piece.

I've sat here for 2 hours staring at blank screen.

Words come into my head.

But leave as soon as my hands touch the keyboard.

I've so much to say, but not enough people to listen.

Look closer, you never know what you might stumble across.

a single kiss can solve everything.

It's strange..

If I think back to exactly a year ago right now,

I knew that day was coming.

I knew months before it actually happened, lets be honest.

I just didn't want to believe it.

Because that's what people do don't they.

Hide themselves from the truth.

Make believe that it's not really happening.

Except now a year on from that day,

I've found myself running straight into the truth.

Because my reality, is much better then anything i could dream up right now.

It's true that there's a few people who have gotten on my nerves recently.

They don't know they have obviously,

I bet when I see them next it will be smiles all round.

It annoys me how people think that you will be there for them even if you bugger of for months on end.

Unless of course your one of the few people who mean the world too me then it doesn't matter if i haven't seen you for a day or even 10 years.

If last year someone had told me what an amazing year i was going to have,

I wouldn't have spent my last few days mopping around.

Because lets be honest, were i am now

Is exactly were I want to be.

Whatever you do, wherever you go, don't let go of me..

chapter two.

i want someone to want me.

Not just wanted, like really wanted.

I want to feel needed.

Mentally, emotionally and physically.

It's what everyone needs.

Because who wants to feel all alone?

I've met a few people who say "I don't need anybody really, i wouldn't miss any of my friends if I moved as I can just get new ones."

It's a sad life they must lead.

No emotion, no connection with anyone.

Not really anyway.

Today I was approached by a woman.

She told me a little about her life.

The stories she told brought a mixture of fear and sadness upon me.

We shouldn't have met, I should have been on my way home.

So was it fate like she said?

I couldn't quite hear what she was saying at first as it was so noisy around us.

But what she was telling me was awful!

I agree that people need to be made aware of things that might happen,

But sometimes it's just too full on.

Can a stranger heal your heart?

cornflakes, one teaspoon of sugar and ice-cold milk.

Finding the right words to say is a bit tricky.

Even writing them down is proving to be a bit difficult.

I have a lot of love for writing and drawing.

But I seem to be running out of time to enjoy it.

I use to read allot too.

Last time I read a book properly?

About 3 months ago I'd say?

But then again I have been filling my time with work, going out and being with people who make me happy.

And am I happy?

Right now the answer to that question would be "darn right I am!"

I've got what I need,

Got what I want,

Minus a few pairs of shoes..

But I can live without.

For now.

This is like the moments between heartbeats.