what have i been doing?

It is not the end of the world.

Everything happens for a reason.

That's why you have to make the most of now.

The most of what you have right at this moment in time.

Not what you had for two seconds about five years ago.

Move with the times.

You never know what you might get until you try.

Because I took a chance.

And right now I'm glad.

Because this year has been amazing.

Okay, I've had a few blips along the way.

But nothing is ever perfect is it?

you are amazing to me.

is this a private party or can anyone join in?

well were do I start?

this time i'm going to miss the beginning,

because you all know the story

blah blah blah.

the middle is were i'm at.

i believe it's much better then the start,

and far more exciting then the end.

the middle is were the best people are.

you know that feeling,

the feeling you get when you know everything you want, is already yours.

the feeling that if i had to live the rest of my life how i had lived last week, i would gladly accept.

because i think i have something good.

something really good.

and i'm not about to throw it away or mess it up.

this time i know it's different.

this time i know i want to keep what i have forever.

my days are just getting better and better.