i know how this exactly will end.

I like to do things for myself.

From this I get a sense of individuality and know I can look after myself.

However, I do always like to ask people for help.

Like when I'm at work and somethings too heavy, I have no problem asking someone to lift it for me.

I think that's a good thing, don't you?

I mean imagine, having to do everything for yourself?

Having no confidence to simply go up to someone and ask them to do a simple thing for you?

Okay now and again you may get the complete twat who will turn around and laugh in our face.

But 9 times out of 10 you can always find someone who's really lovely.

For the past few years, my mum and mark have done allot for me.

We use to go out and I wouldn't even be able to ask someone for some sauce or something stupid like that.

It was always them running around doing everything for me.

And for that I appreciate them.

I really do.

Moving up here has given me the confidence I needed to go out on my own two feet.

And that sounds really lame doesn't it?

Bet your all thinking, Oh I've heard that one before..

But seriously, I feel so much better when I walk out of my house now.

It's a mystery.

And I like it.

Quit freaking out.