I've decided to higher my standers. Actualy no, scrape that. I have standerds, my problem is I settle. Now setteling isn't always bad, sometimes it helps you find amazing people who you wouldn't normal see yourself around. But my veiw on the matter is if they like me, surley I can like them back? So I find myself starting to like them more just because they like me. It's not good. I feel like it's unfair on them. I mean theres feelings, but it's one way?
Whenever I like someone it feels like i'm consantly told 'you can do better.' Now I don't think thats true.
When I like someone, from now on i'm going to like them because i want to. Not because I feel I have too.
And seen as i'm now 17 I think i'm pretty confident I can decide who I like by myself. I like him and you sed he's nice so lets leave it at that yes? :)
Anyway enough about all that nonsense lets get on to the real life.
As you read above i'm 17 now, officaily 17. It feels no diffrent from 16 really when you think about it.
My birthday was pretty darn amzing. I knew nothing about it and i'm so grateful for what everyone did. It really was a good night.
People got drunk, things got broke and drinks were spilt.
Thats the fun of things. Feeling the after effects mind, i'm not going to lie. Totaly worth it.
Summer will be the best time this year. Well you know what I mean. In the winter you can't go out and bum around in a park. It's to dark and cold!
But the summer? Long warm days equals long days out!
As you can proberly tell i'm not too sure what to write in my blog today. As you can tell by the random rambling on about useless rubbish.
I chose to see the world in bright colours.
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